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To be more clear Lucie it was the one rag for all 30 or 40 kids not the same rag each time.

thank you armywife030

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The ECT unit used on me was much older and had controls that could be dialed up and down and did not have time limiters on them. The electrodes had handles on them. If you see how the wires come out back of these it was a bent metal tube that came into a handle and the wires came out of the back of the handle.

Tony look !

They appear to be a lot bigger than they are at first.
The first time I scrolled through they looked to be standing on the floor and maybe 5 feet tall. Now I see they are on the table and as you say an eye device so they have to be small enough for a face to be put up to them.

Paper pulp is grown on farms. They use fast growing poplar trees. Little known fact the use of computers which was supposed to lower the amount of paper required for society/business/etc because everything was going to be digital, actually increased the amount of paper used exponentially.

The cords that coil like a phone cord are the power source for the dental tools. I can't tell if this is electric or compressed air. The stand that table comes off of is separate from the chair but goes with it as does the light stand.

They used to wash us with the same rag every day. They would line us up and with one bucket they only emptied when done, dip the rag wring it out and wipe off each child. They always made me be last.
I don;t remember baths or showering but I know they took us up to the hospital once a week for one or the other.

ECT is a lobotomy without the blood.
I have a circular bald spot (see the electrode in pic) on my head where one person had held the electrode and cranked it up to try to destroy my mind. I was burned severely. They were using the ECT to make the children they were abusing forget what had been done to them as well as to abuse them.
They would move the electrode about over the head to see what effects they could get. I'd like to find the notebooks they kept on this.
There was one guy trusted with doing them as he could make the kids forget and leave no outward sign something had been done to them. The lady who burned me conned him with flirtation and had a friend show up and call him away so she could do that to me.

The after effects destroy short term memory, make one face blind to most people you meet (prosopagniosia) and otherwise screw with the linear nature of your memory. I must have been shocked hundreds of times.
The current use of ECT is in a form much lower voltage and amperage. It is in any case the use of electricity to randomly destroy brain cells whose "effectiveness" is determined by the subjective observations of medical personnel and the anecdotes of the victim whose mind has just been fried.
I was gotten to say many things I had no idea what they meant or that I should be looking deeper as a child and on into my adulthood just by conditioning me to it after ECT.

Thanks Pookie. I was actually at this place http://opacity.us/site...olation_hospital.htm There was the original hospital in back of this building and that is where the Children's Shelter was. We ate and bathed in this hospital building. I tell some of the story in that thread.

The site mods deleted the posts at that link I provided. He/she was quite nasty about it too. Apparently my memories are just a bunch of accusations.

check your email eldo I sent one a while ago

It might not be vandalism they are rather cheaply made with expanded metal wire and paper mache and plaster. Could easily be that the expanded metal rusted out and the heads fell off when being moved.

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The latest news from Chicago is reporting a group of people held a slow boy and were torturing and abusing him live on FB.
That is the kind of abuse I endured 24/7 at the Essex County Emergency Children's Shelter and in this hospital to which it was attached.