My mother, a Holocaust and Dresden fire-bombing survivor and German war bride, had troubles coping w/us 6 kids, her war memories and culture shock. Instead of some gentle kindness and guidance that she needed, she was forcibly taken away (around 1963), given shock therapy, and locked in a state mental hospital for a year or two. She came out like a zombie, with a far-away dazed look, memory loss and devastating, to her, diagnosis of "crazy". She continued on the Thorazine for decades, occasionally rebelling by refusing to take it. I spoke up, asking why can't she at least just get to try to live w/o it? I now take care of her, and try to find out what I can re. long-term effects of Thorazine, which seems to be kept hidden. She is permanently damaged; on Seroquel now after being kicked out of a psychiatric ward (they couldn't handle her!).
im tryin to get into it sometime next weekend but im not sure how tight the security is. i noticed today that a squad car drives by it every half hour and theres atleast 2 men on foot at all times. but thats just an observation. and the only real entrance without being noticed is to climn over about a 20 foot fence surronded by wood. or break down a wooden door if you could put it back up quickly.
I find yellow very calming... My driving instructor always tells me that I drive a bit like a maniac, so I tend to wear something yellow when I go for my lessons.
To "a psyche nurse" about stopping the use of seclusion rooms. I don't know if it's a real problem that they even use them, but i'm not saying that I am against using then. I'm not entirely clear on what they're used for because when I was in psyche hospital I never had to go in one. But I know I might of injoyed it a little considering the room mates I had...