I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
I made it there the other day and found the was no water in the tunnel!! So I finally got to see the wall at the end of the tunnenl! - No light, just the wall :-)
Lots of young women go to the Berry.How bout Sassy, Violent Kitty, Spirit, Shanna, and Mustang Sally. Snapper is also a woman. Amie is only one of many female explorers to walk the dark places. I respect and protect all of them.
Did you got to St. Christopher's?
I went there for CCD classes when I was in elementary school, being a student of Comly, a Philly public school in the same neighborhood. You more-than-likely performed in the much-larger Furey Ellis auditorium. This auditorium (pictured) was used primarily for the staff as an instructional-film viewing room. Motts has some photos of the patient assembly, which was larger than my high school auditorium. (George Washington H.S., another Philly public school).
I performed for the patients here when I was in grade school in the late 70s. Or at least I think it was on this stage (not sure if Byberry had more then one stage). I was 7. We sang Christmas songs for the residents.
Disturbing that it looks like this now.
Come to think of it, it was disturbing as a 7 year-old to go to a state hospitol and sing for mentaly ill people.